Exams

Don't be worried bcs I'm not posting or commenting much, exams are hideous and I have some thinking to do re vet school and how I am best to accomplish finishing it without destroying myself in the process. So far, I have 7 more exams till the end of July, and 13 exams coming up in September for 4 subjects - 3 for Bones, 5 for Pharm, 3 for Biochem and 2 for Microbiology. Fun. I can't very well imagine I will pass them all so some will surely be repeated in October/November, maybe even more than I expect bcs some teachers make you repeat ALL exams even if you've passed some in the group already. Why not. That's why I have 5 Pharm ones, bcs what would be the point of trying now and say, passing 4 of them, to have to re-do all 5 in Sept? And it's not a subject I find terribly easy at that, loads of drugs names to memorise. I really feel like weeping and just throwing myself in the bloody river more often than I care to think of. I need to pass bones or I will flunk the year right there. But we've had curricular changes which means that we've had some new subjects added to the course load bcs really, we didn't have enough exams as it is, and I am now wondering whether I should just skip some September exams and do those subjects and the new ones lumped together bcs nothing drags you down faster in this degree than having subjects from years past undone. And that would mean delaying graduation by one year, which would suck rock but would maybe enable me to have a more normal life, work more and make more money, and actually leave the house once in a while. So yes, not much coherence or time right now.