Friday, February 11, 2005

And fuck that too

Depression score 2003: moderate to severe
Depression score 2004: moderate to severe
Depression score 2005: moderate to severe

Why the hell do people keep telling me I'm strong? It's one of the greatest mysteries of my life. I can't even be bothered to write abt it now. Just want to crawl under the nearest book and hide there for ever. Don't see how I can keep doing this, can't imagine the consequences of not doing it. Whichever way I look at it, whatever I choose to do, I'm fucked. Orgasmlessly.

Welcome to Vet School.

Oh, and to the male who found me through she was too tired i inserted in her ass slid behind:

1- I hope you never lose your finesse, your grammar, your elegant sense of timing
2- I hope one day you'll be too tired as well, and that she will just happen to be holding a rather robust carrot at that moment



At 11/2/05 21:12, Blogger The Lioness said...

What tires me is what causes these tests to be accurate, the cat online, just click on it and find out, how am I supposed to know what he meant by "she was tired" and of course they didn't, I made it all up, obviously.

At 12/2/05 03:19, Blogger Lord Chimmy said...

Being strong doesn't mean "keeping it together." Strong people get their ass kicked and get right back up into the mix. Strong people take the big hits and somehow come back for more. Until you lay down prostrate on the floor and refuse to get back're strong. Stong people take a licking and keep on ticking.

Tick tock Lioness...

At 12/2/05 10:44, Blogger Savtadotty said...

Yeah Lord Chimmy! Weebles wobble but they don't fall down. Lioness, you're a weeble:

At 12/2/05 17:12, Blogger D said...

Dunno why but J felt it necessary to erase my post when I first entered, only to send it to me to have me repost it. You know what it is with her wish...
Who told you you are strong?! You are weak! I been telling you that
for I don't know how long!

As I just wrote you, it's what separates the human beings from the
anthropoids, such as yours truly. I am married to a human, it's great!
Very fascinating too, and she's making humans out of our offspring as
well (yes, human beings are genetically compatible with us other
bipeds, which is a source of hope for bipeds but of desperation for
the likes of you and my wife).

It's really easy actually:

At 13/2/05 03:37, Blogger Jay said...

Just checking in dahling. Not much going on in my brain at all lately. I'm hoping this is the calm before the storm. I'd like to be able to write again. In any case, I hope you are well.

At 13/2/05 19:35, Blogger CarpeDM said...

I have to agree with everyone. You're strong because you haven't hid, you're out here telling us what is going on & continuing to live your life. There have been people who have ended everything for less than what you're facing.

You're one of my heroes, Johnny. You give me inspiration to keep going. Thank you.

Oh, and yes, that search is a bit disturbing. I liked the carrot part.

At 13/2/05 22:48, Blogger Savtadotty said...

I'm baking you an apple pie. When it's done, I'll post a picture of it at Cousin Lucy's Spoon.

At 13/2/05 23:07, Anonymous Maria said...

I took this extensive personality test and posted the results to my blog. Then I got a bunch of comments from strangers going "oh you must be completely insane". This is caused me to form the following theory: Internet tests are highly unreliable.

At 14/2/05 01:33, Blogger twisteddragonfly said...

Was reading Lord Chimmy's thoughts on strong people. Interesting. Now here's another way to look at it:
I been taking hits all my life. Big hits!! One right after another and I just keep on getting right the hell back up for some god-awful reason. I'm starting to think it's that I have just been knocked down so many times that I'm stupid from all the falling???
Never despair, Lioness. I took all those tests too while going thru nursing school. I think for the most part, they tend to be incredibly accurate. However, the fact that we find the results so disturbing and funny at the same time makes us the exceptions. So roar long and roar loud, Lioness. (Even IF you sometimes do it from under the nearest book!!)

At 14/2/05 18:20, Blogger Ana said...

Finally blogger lets me in!

I am so sorry you are feeling like this. I wish there was something
else I could say. If you need anything or if you want to go out for a cup of coffee just to take your mind off things give me call


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