Thursday, February 17, 2005

I'm going home

For the very best and absolute worst reason. I'm coming home to bury my best friend. I leave on Saturday and come back on Thursday. The world must be spinning off axis bcs this is obscene: I am finally going back to Israel and it's a fucking nightmare and I am so terrified I'm nauseous and shaking.

How will I do this? How the fuck will I do this? HOW?



At 17/2/05 19:31, Blogger ThreeBees said...

I don't know how you'll do it sweetie, but you will. Again, I am so sorry for this loss. Thinking you the whole time you'll be away and wishing you safety and strength. . .

At 17/2/05 19:57, Blogger Noorster said...

I'm so sorry. I have no words.

At 17/2/05 20:17, Blogger brooksba said...

I wish I could be there for you. I know that you'll do it, but I don't know how.

I'll be thinking of you. I'm sorry I cannot do more. If there is anything I can do, please let me know.



At 17/2/05 23:29, Blogger Jen P said...

Lots of deep breaths, and lots of wonderful memories of how he lived. Because he was so special and so very brave.

Other than that, I don't know how you do it, but you will. I'm so sorry my friend. I hope the trip can bring some peace to your soul.

At 17/2/05 23:35, Blogger Kristin said...

I am so sorry your loss has been confirmed. I wish I could be there to help you and offer you the support that you've offered to so many of us. Stay strong my friend and know that I am praying for you and Uzi.

At 18/2/05 09:30, Anonymous Anonymous said...

So sorry for your tragic loss. You are very wise to travel to the funeral, painful as it will be.

How will you do it? One breath at a time, one step at time.

I'm still trying to recover from the murder of my best friend almost 2 years ago. The pain is enormous.

And somehow we go on. And eventually, after a long time, the pain dulls somewhat.

May you find comfort.

At 18/2/05 10:12, Blogger Ana said...

Oh J. I wish I could do something to make this easier. I know you will do it, somehow.
Many many hugs sweetie.

At 18/2/05 14:35, Blogger annebrev said...

Lots of love to you. Lots.

At 18/2/05 16:51, Blogger Scully said...

It's tough love, but you will get through this because unfortunately we all do. It's awful, it's wrong, it shouldn't happen, and why is life going on when your life is shattered. It does, because we need it to.

I'm glad you're able to go home. Go and grieve and keep grieving because then you will be able to go on.

At 18/2/05 18:53, Blogger CarpeDM said...

Oh, Johnny, I wish I could be there for you. I will think of you.




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