Time Warp

This is a picture taken in front of the volunteers' quarters on the kibbutz. From left to right you can see Uzi, me, Justus and Jule, 2 German volunteers. Justus took these 2 pics, I stole them from his site. It's not a very sharp pic but if you're familiar with kibbutzim, you will recognise the clothing style. The clothes both of us are wearing are as kibbutznik as it comes. And that is a very typical Uzi-stance.

This is a picture of him when we I was living there. You'd never believe his maternal grandmother is Indian would you? He looks so absolutely slavic. And Uzi always looked so much younger than his actual age. Funny, if you scroll down to the one of him from the missing people board, you'll see he was now beginning to look like an adult. It's a new look to me, I never saw him looking grown up. Not IRL anyway. Now it seems like that particular ship sailed without me. I just want to fastforward the next year and some months. I truly don't know what to do, this grief-postponing thing isn't working so well. I'm finding it a bit hard to breathe right now.